……… ← (my actual face expression)



I’m curious…..



Now, I know curiosity killed the cat. However, I rather the answer to this question kill me then not have any satisfaction.



How can you send a request to be removed from the friend's list when that is something you could have just done yourself...… (that's not the question)

Question: How can you question being removed from the 'Friend's List' when you sent the request to be removed in the first place?!? ...

Due to current events my mini-vacation has been cut short. So - due to yet another restless night... 'Aural Pleasures and 'Ocular Pleasures' is once again accessible. Actually, I don't think I had 'Ocular Pleaures' published yet.....


NEW PAGE AVAILABLE
CHECK OUT MUDDILICIOUS.COM
'OCULAR PLEASURES'

lol

Um... you will find a lot of broken links, so don't get fustrated. Expect the unexpected. Oh and I should have 'Boosters' up by sometime later today.

That's it for this blog.



Muddy's Current Mentality {M&Ms'}:...

I almost made it to bed, but wanted to make a clarification on Mudd's Theraputic Session 1, prior to me taking my mini-vacation. Not only clarify, but respond to the 2 comments, 3 emails and well over 30 different (lol) IMs'. (why I disabled )

Sess1 was actually a shout out to a question I once asked someone. Question was: Why am I single...? ( yes, I asked that ???) So, I was shouting out my own answer. Wasn't really the answer I was looking for. But nonetheless, it's an answer and I needed that answer to be heard.

The blog itself had nothing to do with me being asked that...

Today, I received a few emails..... In those emails were a couple of pictures.

Now before I elaborate on those pictures let me just say that I have no shame in self-promotion, lol, like my pictures w/ the Muddilicious logo on them. It's harmless. However, (lol, I can't stop giggling) these pictures are, um..... 'Boosters'. I have/ or had (until I deleted) a section for the website, for friends and/or associates, who wanted to just have their graphics shown as well...

Well, these peeps put a whole new meaning on being a 'Booster' by shamelessly self-promoting my website for...

lol. Ok - you can all stop sending me emails on my Shane Dawson blog (actually, keep them coming, lol). I do not want to literally make the slapping sound with Shane. Besides, I don't think he could handle the Muddilicious side of me...

-Shane Dawson TV is definitely worth watching the next time you are on Youtube. I love his sick, twisted sense of humor. lol. But he's not for the faint at heart either, so if your're looking for something a little more tuned down, then maybe check out 'Fred'. Trust me - he's the shit for preoccupying your toddlers. Just play "Christmas is Creepy'...

So... I'm still totally bummed over my natural stupidity of accidently deleting my webpages... no worries they will be back up soon. In the mean time I needed a 'pic' me up.
What better, better way (yes I typed that twice) then to visit Shane DawsonTV. He can easily be found on Myspace, Youtube, Twitter, Facebook, DailyBooth (check out the zoolander pic), etc - oh yes I do stalk him.

It's orgy time 'cause I know what 'Xpeeps' is...

Do you know what really turns me on about Shane. It's not the flipping of his head to move the straggling pieces of hair from his big deep...

Yea....

Favorite quote: 'Artifical intelligence is no match for natural stupidty'

I just spent the last few hrs revamping 'Ocular Pleasures' for an easier load time, as well as put the final touches on 'Boosters' (haha, you'll like this page), 'Links', 'Credits' and all the goodies waiting for everyone inside 'Mudd' and....

... within 1 split second of hitting the wrong button, I completely deleted 'Ocular Pleasures' and 'Aural Pleasures' from not only my website, but my hard drive as well. It's gone. All of it. Coding, graphics, music .... I'm so bummed. Granted...

Do you ever just start laughing because you remembered something funny or thought of a really good come back after the argument? (Got that off Facebook, lol)We all do... I just did!

I'm laying in bed, getting cozy - just about to fall asleep and all of a sudden a thought pops in my head and I can't get rid of it. So - I'm going to write it down.

I received this email that at the time I was like 'ok' with. I just realize that I am not 'ok' with it. I'm not 'ok' with any of it.

If you were to ask any of my RL friends, they will tell you that I will not put icing...

I have been receiving instant messages, emails and comments on my 'Aural Pleasures'. Turns out that you guys are tuning in to my site for tunes while you do your internet thing. I think that is really cool. So, if you guys have any request, just let me know and I will upload the songs for your 'Aural Pleasures'.


Oh - best to email me at mudd@muddilicious.com for the song uploads or visit Mudd's Theraputic Sessions at https://muddilicious.forumotion.com and make a request. But feel free to leave your list here as well....

Taking a break....

So, as I sit here and wait for this 'Lunesta' to kick in to catch me some zzzzz, I decided to do some sleep research. Probably should have done this a long time ago considering I've had my sleeping disorder for as long as I remember. Less then a hand full of times can I remember just falling a sleep...

I spend most my nights laying in bed... tossing and turning... Nothing more, nothing less. I've tried all suggestions made to me by the doctors including a sleep evaluation. (results: unknown) I've read many books, watched the boobtube (that's a TV), zig-saw...

♫♪♫♪♫

All work and no play makes me a dull girl..
All work and no play makes me a dull girl..
All work and no play makes me a dull girl..
All work and no play makes me a dull girl!!

Live in a secret
Live in a lie
Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky

Live like a martyr and draw my last breath
Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest

Live like a chancey
Live like a thief
Hide in a closet grinding my teeth

Sit in a small room with the walls closing in